insomnia

 

Sleepless night again - 2 in a row - and I begin to wonder: Was it from the beer - i honestly doubt it, was it from the view of my r.mate vomiting on the walls - i still doubt it…

Had some fun today - loads of it. Well maybe I've pushed things a bit too far - but at least I had the chance to not think about what's going on – thanks mate.

The urge of the past to once more become my future has been rejected. I've seen some BS and I am not interested in taking part in the new old movie again – especially not now when I feel like I might’ve found something worth writing a blog post such as this one and still staying on track.

I had the sudden urge to call - denied however only to later find out that half sleepless was the reason.
And it’s not making me feel  better - not only not here with me, but barely reachable - if this is not pushing me to my limits - then I honestly don't know what.

Soon Thursday will come - but God knows what else lies ahead in the nearest future ...

~10 days are left - and if they are the way they've started - then i honestly begin to doubt my patience ...