breakfast was meant to be solely for you,
dessert however, even though it tastes amazing, would've tasted better if it was with me …
and I am often not talking only about dessert.
from the person in the lonely bathroom …
and the worst part is that we’ve lost a moment I've been craving forever, and we’ve lost it because of my insecurities as to whether it will actually take place …
i just hope ill be forgiven and we will do it again soon
I fd and I’m sry
no complains about lies and mistrustful behavior today … I would like to share a short story instead …
: The sunset boulevard was still visible in the sky … as I was walking home with a blue hat in my hand I passed by the basketball courts.
What came across my eyes were a grandfather and his grandson playing on one side - separated from the others.
The strange in this picture was that the child tried to score in the basket so many times: once, twice, three times – but however always either didn’t have enough power or hit the wrong places …
I am pretty sure that he managed to score in the end … but the only face visible to it was my back …
i guess things aren’t going as smoothly as i wish they were …
i give that to excessive stress, projects, hormones, mistakes or misunderstandings …
yet i wish it were not like that …
i do miss a bit of the old “doing a lot to be close and in private just with you stuff” …
hope it’s just some stage we’re going through …
lots of stars and bears
hope i didn't put too much sugar in the coffee making it too sweet to drink, and hope this is not the way to remove the sugar
yet i still have this strange dream –
two times in a row - so vivid:
“he’s coming on the 9th”
