14 март 2009 г.
My Thoughts after Friday the 13th
I do understand that what I am about to say might not be supported by research, and that many psychologists are probably going to laugh - but this is my way of seeing the contemporary world that we live in.
Life is a strange pattern. and people also share different unique patterns in the form of characteristics, which define their personality. I tend to notice repeating behavior and people sharing the same identical patterns. My findings keep surprising me, because even though I see repeating patterns in completely different people, once I look at them closely - they seem to reveal something new, an alteration of the basic trait shared by all individuals “subscribed” to this pattern. People are different. Understanding them and respecting them will be my goal for this life.
Achieving success is the key life altering milestone for becoming happy. Yet, what is the ultimate definition of happiness. Are we simply happy because we live, because we can breathe, because we have food, because we have shelter, because we are loved by at least one person somewhere out there. Many of us often forget that there are people in this life which did not have the privilege of being born in the same conditions we are living in.
People tend to judge for other based on their appearance, which includes the enormous variety of useless clothes. Wow. I keep seeing this effect in my everyday life. I like doing experiments with my life - study peoples' reactions and opinions. Sometimes successfully, sometimes not as much, but the end point is that people ARE ***** (shouldn't say it).
I recently came across a writing on a hospital which said the following:
"I was worried about the colors of my shoes, until I saw a man without legs".
: I ask you to sit down with me and think about it - think about how much people have and how greedy they've become - as a silly girl once said - probably you have skipped kindergarten and are not used to share.
Come to think about it - I've made a decision. After going through some articles and extracts from philosophy books on spirituality, and after a couple of peculiar experiences - I have officially decided to drop my decision taken years ago... therefore sexuality shall now be looked upon as something stress releasing, which will bring only pleasure and I will no longer deprive myself from it.
Therefore: Last night was officially the last night.
the world ain’t rock steady anymore ...
8 март 2009 г.
"много ти е готин клипа"
новата система много ми допада
- явно ми липсваше веселба в живота
- дори очите ми вече на са червени, а белички :)
1 март 2009 г.
... Ти Гониш
отдавна съм простил всичко на всички
не трупам подобен товар в себе си
... така че ... [виж горе]
P.S.Ч.Б.М.